Love is...

Lately, I guess you could say since I left LA last month, I've been feeling quite overwhelmed with tons of emotions.  Frustration, disappointment and just being a plain ol' sour puss some days.  I've been edgy and uncharacteristically moody.  Usually, I'm always moody around that time of the month, I'm sure you ladies know exactly what I mean...but, that time of the month is a couple weeks off and this just feels bad.

My dear b-fran has been on the receiving end of my mood swings lately and I just want to publicly apologize and say thank you babe!

Thank you for trying to understand me and being patient with me.  Thank you for loving me, even during those times when you didn't quite know what was going on with me.  I never said I was easy to love, but you make it seem so simple.

My mom believes I have a case of separation anxiety.  Although typically diagnosed in children, I guess I maybe believe that she is right.  I miss my honey.  Long distance relationships aren't easy and the 2200 miles between us doesn't make it any more comforting.

When I'm having a bad day or even a great day, I just want to run home and lay in his lap, hold his hand, watch his face as he laughs (usually at me), watch movies together, be lazy in bed together, steal kisses...GOSH, when I'm mad at him, I want to be able to kiss his face after it's all over.  Those are the little things that I believe people take for granted.

Yes, distance makes the heart grow fonder, yada yada yada, trust me I know.  I most definitely cherish every physical moment that we have together.  I guess, well, I guess I'm just ready to be where he is and continue this madness that some have called love.

Anyone out there in a long distance relationship?  How do you cope with that feeling of being "alone"?